There was a time when I had no self-worth and low self-esteem and of course that opened the door for the enemy. I had a flashback today to one particular situation (because there were quite a few) when a guy I was with really mistreated me. But I don’t blame him. As a matter a fact I’ve forgiven them all because they too were being used by the enemy to further oppress me, suck the life out of me, mistreat me and ultimately keep me from my destiny. Imagine how broken they all were to be used against me like that?
Even if there isn’t physical abuse, emotional abuse hurts just as badly. It happens when you’re hidden and not courted, left in the house when you thought you were going to visit for a vacation, ignoring you and your calls and texts, and not speaking to you for days at a time as if you are invisible-and eventually you become invisible; when you’re spit on, cheated on with three other women, told you’re average, abandoned over and over…oppression.
But God. I finally looked up and cried out to God. He heard my cry. God brought me out of the slimy pit of unworthiness. He delivered me from oppressive relationships. God wants you to look up now. He wants to deliver you. You are a queen.
See, it doesn’t matter what you’ve done, or what’s been done to you-rape, incest, molestation, adultery, homosexuality, or other secret sins or hidden diseases-you are worthy to the One who created you. It is time now. Let God heal you, deliver you, and bring you out now. You are a queen because your Father is the King. Dr.J.